To catch a killer who knows her secrets, magician Lucy Moon must perform the most dangerous trick of her life—discovering who she really is.
A murdered woman inside a magic box. A black rose in her mouth. And a secret that won’t stay buried.
Lucy Moon performs nightly at a crumbling Atlantic City theater, a gifted young magician hiding a past she’s never told anyone. When she discovers her best friend’s body during the infamous Zigzag Girl illusion — staged to mirror an unsolved killing from decades ago — Lucy is drawn into a web of deception that reaches from the town’s criminal underworld to the mist-shrouded Pine Barrens.
With a killer who knows her secrets closing in, Lucy turns to the only people she can trust: a fierce band of female magicians and mystics with powers that blur the line between stage craft and something older. But as the suspects multiply and the murders echo forward from the 1940s, Lucy faces the most dangerous performance of her life — unmasking the truth about who she really is, while keeping her distance from the enigmatic man at the center of the investigation. A man who may be a killer. Or the only one who can save her.
1: I got locked in a real straitjacket for this book…
Picture this: a basement in Philadelphia, thirty male magicians watching, and me—the only woman—strapped into a regulation Posey straitjacket, the kind used to restrain the patients in a mental hospital. Canvas so thick it feels like punishment, collar choking my throat, arms pinned crucifixion-style, and the ultimate insult: a crotch strap. No gimmicks, no tricks. The real thing.
I’ve been sawed in half, and then sawed in thirds, but the first time I truly felt terror was when I was strapped, buckled, and locked inside this straitjacket. I’d absorbed a few vague clues from watching magic, but as I stood under bright lights facing the audience, I couldn’t remember a single one. Getting to this secret magicians-only Escape Workshop was a wild journey; getting out would be another, one for which I had no experience, tools, props, or map. All I knew was that one way or another, I had to break free.
No one had told me a straitjacket was so hot, its rough canvas an insult to the flesh, and the neck so goddamn tight. I itched everywhere. I wanted to go home. I wanted to cry.
“Tell me what to do,” I whispered to the magician who’d organized this workshop.
He shook his head. “It’s a three-dimensional puzzle, and you are part of the puzzle.” He added softly, “The only interesting part is the story. Find the story and act it out.”
I squeezed my eyes shut. The story. Why was I here? Why did magic fascinate me to the point of obsession? Why had I spent the past three years studying magic? Teller—the silent half of Penn & Teller—said, “I love wallowing in magic.” Yeah, so do I. But why? And what was my story?
Once upon a time a little girl dreamed of becoming a writer because every time she opened a book she entered an enchanted garden where anything was possible…. and years later, when she studied magic she found herself back in that enchanted garden, and lo and behold, everything was possible. As a magician assured her, “If you can imagine it, we can make it happen.”
2: Atlantic City Is the Perfect Place to Hide a Body (and a Soul)…
Writing Zigzag Girl taught me that Atlantic City provides the perfect backdrop for a story about magic, mystery, and murder. But I grew up going down the Jersey shore, and I watched Atlantic City transform herself year after year. Atlantic City has a past.
Actually, many pasts, and none of them are past.
Somehow they all live in the shadows of the present. The signs are painted over, but traces of the originals remain. The shadows under the boardwalk always made me believe another world existed beneath the rafters, a parallel world.
In Zigzag Girl, I traveled back to WWII, when Atlantic City was taken over by the US Army and turned in Camp Boardwalk. It was an amazing period of danger and desperation, of heroism and glory—and almost no one knows about it! My characters in the present are haunted by secrets from that era that were never resolved. In Atlantic City, past and present bump into each other on the legendary boardwalk that stretches between glittering casinos and the indifferent Atlantic Ocean—a liminal space where anything might happen. It’s a town that exists in the space between dreams and disappointment. She’s been battered by bankruptcies and hurricanes, yet every dawn the Atlantic still crashes against her pilings, and the wheel still spins at Steel Pier. She’s a dame who’s been knocked down in the ring too many times to count.
But as Jinx, my 90+ year old journalist says, “A dame picks herself up, puts on Carmine Red lipstick, and gets back in the ring.”
Atlantic City is the kind of town where people come to reinvent themselves, to escape their past, to believe in the possibility of transformation. Naturally, it’s also where they come to kill and be killed.
3: Jersey Magic runs on Aqua Net and attitude…
So… a town like Atlantic City needs a different kind of magic, the kind that is both seedy and grand, and that perches between Woowoo and Fuggedaboutit, between the spiritual and the streetwise. My protagonist Lucy Moon creates illusions using Aqua Net hairspray—the purple can, because she’s got standards. She performs card tricks with press-on nails that could double as weapons, makes cannolis from the Italian bakery on Arctic Avenue disappear (into her mouth, usually). Her magic smells like espresso and sounds like Springsteen. It’s the kind of magic that says, “Yeah, I just made that quarter vanish. You got a problem with that?”
And then there’s Elvis Jones, the mysterious bird whisperer who does amazing magic with his seagull (trained, not tamed), magic so powerful it spills from the stage to the street (or boardwalk), and makes Lucy almost—not quite, but almost—forget that he is a prime suspect in her friend’s murder.
Lucy’s “Jersey magic” is her armor, her origin story, her way of controlling chaos. Creating illusions for Lucy, her friend Stormie Weather, and Elvis Jones set me free from boxes I hadn’t even realized I’d locked myself into. But that’s what magic does—it shows us that our imaginations set us free.
4: Love is the most dangerous magic of all…
Murder exposes the lies society tells itself; love exposes the lies we tell ourselves. I’ve always been fascinated by the dance of frustrated desire between two strong, flawed characters. When Lucy finds herself falling for Elvis Jones, the prime suspect in the murder investigation, sparks fly and danger erupts.
The dance of desire across mysteries, secrets, risk—my therapist has notes, but I love reading it, and I love writing it. Passion, desire, love—they lead us to do things we never thought we’d do. It’s the one thing we can’t predict or force; the spark is there or it’s not. And it’s there in Zigzag Girl, where the danger a woman faces when she trusts a man is heightened by the suspicion that he might be the murderer. Those sparks—they are life, but they can also lead to death. Some tricks you can’t rehearse. Some escapes you survive only once.
That tightrope, that moment when a man and a woman face each other across a gulf of mistrust, suspicion, fear, and desire… Will she take a chance and leap across that gulf? And what will she find if she does? The vulnerability required to love in a world already full of danger.
That moment.
I live for that moment.
5: To Write Dark, First Find the Light…
To write dark, first find the light—that glint shining in the distance, a streetlight beckoning from a corner, the glimmer of a woman’s smile, a child’s eyes raised in hope. Writing dark doesn’t mean erasing tenderness, love, and humor.
Think of black humor, gallows humor. Every Jewish holiday in three sentences: They tried to kill us, we survived, let’s eat. Same rule for murder mysteries: someone tried to kill us, we survived, pass the cannoli.
The shadows are real, but the punch line insists on ordinary life continuing anyway. Because life does go on. People fall in love, work, carry on with the business of being a human in the world.
I also go back to the great existentialists, Camus and Sartre. Yes, the world is absurd. That’s a given. But if that’s the case, then why write? Because we must. It’s Sisyphus pushing the boulder up the hill, getting to the top, and for an instant reveling in his success, and then watching it fall back down to the bottom. And there he is pushing it back up the hill again. Is he a fool? Are we all fools? Or do we all carry the faint hope that this time will be different?
I imagine the version where Sisyphus gets to the top, stands in the sun for one perfect second, then walks back down whistling. Because life—like Atlantic City—keeps dealing another hand.
Bonus Thing: The Story That Finally Set Me Free…
The magician in charge refused to tell me how to escape the straitjacket, but he showed me. He jerked one shoulder; I jerked my shoulder. He slid and wriggled; I slid and wriggled. I squirmed inside the jacket and tried to push my way out but my head was completely submerged. I choked on stale air, and I felt sudden terror: I could suffocate to death inside the canvas prison and no one would know—they’d think I was “telling a story,” the way he had suggested. In raw desperation I tugged the jacket, squirmed and stretched, and magically, miraculously, tore that mother off.
I gulped air. It had taken me ten minutes. With a war whoop, I tossed the jacket to the floor. The magicians cheered and whistled, and I beamed, proud as a kid riding a two-wheeler for the first time.
It wasn’t till later that I realized: that is my story. The girl who dreamed of an enchanted garden, who wrote at age 9 in her first diary: “I want to be a writer,” who grew up and wrote and traveled, and worked, and lived… and became the woman who never gave up, who keeps freeing herself from visible and invisible chains, and who’s still writing.
Zigzag Girl is proof: no lock, no chain, no jacket can hold us if we remember the story and refuse to stop struggling.
Thank you for reading. Now go put on Carmine Red lipstick and deal yourself back into the game.
Born in Morocco and raised on tales of wonder, Ruth Knafo Setton is the author of the novels, The Road to Fez, and Zigzag Girl—which is a finalist for the International Thriller Writers Award for Best Standalone Book of the Year. Zigzag Girl also won Grand Prize in the ScreenCraft Cinematic Book Competition and First Place in the Daphne du Maurier Awards. Her TV pilot for Zigzag Girl won First Prize at the LA Crime and Horror Film Festival, and her screenplays have been recognized by Austin Film Festival, Sundance, and CineStory. A multi-genre author, her award-winning fiction, poetry, and creative nonfiction appear in many journals and anthologies. An NEA fellow, she has taught Creative Writing at Lehigh University and with Semester at Sea.
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