Someone, or something, is haunting the ship. Between mysterious disappearances and sudden deaths, the guests of the Titanic have found themselves suspended in an eerie, unsettling twilight zone from the moment they set sail. Several of them, including maid Annie Hebley, guest Mark Fletcher, and millionaires Madeleine Astor and Benjamin Guggenheim, are convinced there’s something sinister–almost otherwordly–afoot. But before they can locate the source of the danger, as the world knows, disaster strikes.
Years later, Annie, having survived that fateful night, has attempted to put her life back together. Working as a nurse on the sixth voyage of the Titanic‘s sister ship, the Britannic, newly refitted as a hospital ship, she happens across an unconscious Mark, now a soldier fighting in World War I. At first, Annie is thrilled and relieved to learn that he too survived the sinking, but soon, Mark’s presence awakens deep-buried feelings and secrets, forcing her to reckon with the demons of her past–as they both discover that the terror may not yet be over.
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IT COULD’VE BEEN WORSE. AT LEAST I WASN’T A DEBUT AUTHOR.
The Deep is my fifth novel, so not my first rodeo, as the kids say. Honestly, this was the first time that I wasn’t a wreck come pub date. I’d practiced my book tour talk until it was almost memorized. Picked out my tour clothes. Had worked with my publicist on advance work like writing blog posts and doing interviews via email. We had promises of more media in the pipeline. My last book, The Hunger, a reimagining of the story of the Donner Party with a horror twist, had done well. My publisher and I both had high hopes for The Deep. We were eager to get started.
For your first book, launch is a time of uber high emotions, a metric ton of expectations, but no first-hand experience. You don’t know if everything that happens to you is the norm or something that should worry you. By book five, you know the traumas and joys of past launches. Kinda like, if you had four kids, for the fifth one you don’t even sweat the epidural.
For debut authors trying to launch a book in the time of COVID-19: Please please please be easy on yourselves and don’t be overwhelmed by the many conflicting emotions you’re probably feeling. It won’t be like this the next time. And there will be a next time. Put the gun/bottle/eighth box of chocolates down.
THERE IS NO SCENARIO IN WHICH IT DOESN’T ALL GO TO SHIT AT FIRST
A few days before I was to go on tour, there was a quick huddle with the publishing team and my agents. Optimism was high. Then, almost as an afterthought, I asked if anyone suggested that we cancel the tour. There was an uneasy pause, then I was told, no. I’d only asked because, at the time, things were just starting to be postponed, major events where crowds were expected. Mine were hardly in the same category, and I felt a little silly mentioning it.
The ironic thing is that for many years, I ran crisis support teams for the Department of Defense during humanitarian crises and natural disasters. I can tell you first hand that when a crisis hits, there is always confusion. Even when there is a plan in place. Even if you’ve been through it a dozen times, because no two disasters are exactly the same.
That confusion is super frustrating. You want to to be proactive, to fix this thing, not to be standing still when every fiber of your being tells you to do something. But, instead, everything is one big flail. Don’t fight the flail. It’ll exhaust you. Take a breath, let people get their equilibrium. (Though if you recognize that someone on your team has become paralyzed by fear or is overwhelmed, and then just give that person direction and they’ll come back to themselves eventually.)
BREAK OUT THE LEMONADE RECIPE
So, there I was heading to the airport to go home, with a book out for two whole days and no plans for how to promote it. Press had evaporated. No one, it seemed, was interested in anything other than the coronavirus. My publisher, along with everyone else, was scrambling to figure out how to sell books. Bookstores, a big part of how we reach readers, especially new ones, were scrambling to invent new business models. Online sales, curbside pick-up, door-to-door deliveries. All author events were cancelled, but it seemed like in a matter of hours they started looking at the internet, asking what could be done in virtual space. Stores that had never done a video were wondering how to replicate their store programming on the internet.
When life gives you lemons, you really have no alternative but to make lemonade. Sulking over the unfairness of life is not going to work, not for your book, not for your publisher.
There has been no shortage of creative solutions from authors or bookstores. I looked at what other people were doing and picked the things that worked for me. Not every store is going to have space for you on their roster, you have to accept that. But you can do things for youself. It meant learning all about live streaming. It meant stepping up my social media game, learning the little tricks of each platform so that my content shined.
However, social media is not a static target. Audiences are fickle. What delights one day is a bore the next. You must constantly think of ways to keep things fresh. My novel is a reimagining of the sinking of the Titanic and its sister ship, the Britannic, so history is understandably a big part of its appeal. So I’m trying to partner with other Titanic authors and historical societies. I’ve tried focusing on one or another famous historical person in the book, tweeting rare photos and bits of trivia, for instance. There are theme days on Instagram. It’s a constant challenge to draw eyeballs. And you can’t stop feeding the beast, which is stressful.
FRIENDS GOT YOUR BACK
While I was cheerfully (or pseudo-cheerfully) posting on Instagram campfire and making live streams, I did let slip one day on Twitter that this was all really, really hard and wasn’t what I’d hoped for my book baby, and I needed to go off to feel sorry for myself for a spell. I felt like I had to be honest.
The response was tremendous. In addition to some top notch commiserating and other wonderful statements of support, many people came through with offers to help. Let me interview you for my blog. Come on my podcast. Join me on my live stream. Participate in our live streamed group reading.
Feeling that I wasn’t alone made it easier for me to reach out to others to see if they wanted to partner up. For instance, I’m doing a joint live stream with an author whose non-fiction work on the Titanic I’ve admired a lot. We’re going to answer questions about fact and fiction about the Titanic, something that would never have happened if we were doing things the old way because he lives in England and I’m in the U.S.
ACCEPT THAT IT WON’T BE PERFECT. SOMETIMES IT WON’T EVEN BE GOOD
If you’re a hard charger (which I’m guessing you must be, or you wouldn’t try to make a living writing books), you’re wired to think you can power through this. You are going to grit your teeth and not only get through this, but you’re going to make it your bitch. You are going to butt-kick this disaster into doing your bidding.
But that’s not healthy.
Trust me. I have seen villages wiped out by earthquakes or a warring ethnic group. There are some things that can’t be forced into submission, wrongs that can’t be undone with willpower and a can-do attitude alone.
The odds of “winning” in the time of coronavirus are zero. Accept this. This is an extraordinary global event—don’t drive yourself crazy or to the point of weepy exhaustion. Don’t break your neck running into the same unbudging wall over and over.
The only thing you can do to avoid later regret, I think, is to do the best you can while listening to your inner self. To walk away when you need a break. To remind yourself that the old normal will return, that there will be another chance. Have faith that eventually this will pass, and we’ll pick up the pieces and start over.
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Alma Katsu is the author of five novels. Her latest is The Deep, a reimagining of sinking of the Titanic and its sister ship, the Britannic. Her previous novel The Hunger, a reimagining of the story of the Donner Party with a horror twist, made NPR’s list of the 100 Best Horror Stories, was named one of the best novels of 2018 by several media outlets and book stores, and was nominated for a Stoker and Locus Award for best horror novel. During her long career in intelligence for the U.S. government, she worked through many man-made and natural disasters including the avian and swine flu pandemics, the Indian Ocean tsunami, and genocides in Rwanda, Sierra Leone and Bosnia. COVID-19 is the first one where she gets to stay home.
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Autumn says:
I follow Alma because I loved The Hunger and I am currently loving The Deep. I highly recommend!
April 8, 2020 — 10:24 AM
Alma M Katsu says:
Thank you so much, Autumn. Your support is always appreciated, but never so much as the past few weeks
April 8, 2020 — 10:26 AM
LindsayH says:
As someone who is only in the draft stage of writing her first book, I found this helpful even though I haven’t begun to think about promotion. The idea of giving up on winning while still trying your best is helpful. It takes the pressure off just enough but maintains a sense of motivation. Thank you for your thoughtful post!
April 8, 2020 — 10:56 AM
Alma M Katsu says:
Thanks! Glad it was helpful. I’m finding cookies and ice cream help with the letting go, but I’m obviously very food motivated
April 8, 2020 — 11:50 AM
Kristin Owens says:
This was a terrific piece – thanks for sharing. I’m looking forward to reading The Deep since my work is based on ocean liners as well. So much history to tell. Kudos on the research!
April 8, 2020 — 10:57 AM
Alma M Katsu says:
I still feel a little shaky on the ships. Sure there’s a couple mistakes in there, referencing parts and such.
April 8, 2020 — 11:51 AM
scottsemegran says:
Added to my TBR list! 🙂
April 8, 2020 — 11:38 AM
Shan Hays says:
I love how your blog helps me discover writers who are new to me. I’ve just ordered the ebook and signed up for the event on the 10th. Thanks, Chuck, and nice to meet you, Alma!
April 8, 2020 — 11:46 AM
Alma M Katsu says:
Thanks so much Shan, and thanks too for joining me and Gareth on Friday. It should be great fun–Gareth is so knowledgable, and a very thoughtful speaker.
April 8, 2020 — 4:53 PM
Robert R Green says:
On a Tuesday, not all that long ago; Warren Buffett, billionaire extraordinaire, was releasing his memoir. It was to be a huge success, millions of businessmen, financiers and biography readers were waiting with anticipation. Booksellers had huge stacks of the book everywhere. Front displays and tables were packed full, the New York times had already named it the #1 Bestseller. The date was to go down in “Bookselling History” with its overwelming numbers sold.
The date was September 11th, 2001. The Towers fell, american heroes brought down a plane-bomb in a Pennsylvania field, saving possibly thousands of lives at the cost of their own. No one was interested in Warren Buffett or his life at that moment. Books sat, book tours were cancelled.
Don’t worry, Warren Buffet was just fine, really.
Months of holding our breath and high anxiety finally passed, Warren and other authors with overshadowed book releases got chances to rerelease their books and signings returned with a banquet of possibilities and extra months of thought and creativity at hand. Sadly for Warren, people wanted more escapism than realism, so his rerelease was more whimper than boom.
Don’t worry, Warren was just fine, really.
Xmas sales were huge as people tried to make up for lost time. Readers had crawled back into our books as a solstice against the infection of TV horrors and anger, depleting stacks of books in their personal libraries, wanted more books. They were ravenous for new shiney books to buy.
So authors (and others), don’t despair. Times will change. Evil Orange demons and other viruses will pass. There will be a new day coming with lots of opportunity and hope.
P.S. I know these things are true. I was a bookseller for 35 years.
April 8, 2020 — 11:50 AM
Lita says:
Excellent.
April 8, 2020 — 12:46 PM
Lita says:
Great post, Alma – thank you so much.
April 8, 2020 — 12:47 PM
Alma M Katsu says:
My pleasure, and big thanks to Chuck for making it possible.
April 8, 2020 — 4:54 PM
alyssabethancourt says:
As an indie author with a book coming out later this year: thank you, Alma. I needed this.
April 8, 2020 — 11:17 PM
Barbara Kern says:
Thank you for your post, Alma. Instances like this of the generosity of authors to each other is very heartening.
Thank you, Chuck. I now have another New To Me author to follow.
Off to enjoy some lemonade!
April 9, 2020 — 10:58 AM
Nicole Osmond says:
Thank you for writing and sharing such a relatable message. I think we can all use a reminder that this is a ‘shit time’ and on a massive global scale so we need to go easy on ourselves. I’m looking forward to reading your book! Stay well.
April 9, 2020 — 1:03 PM
Betsy Talbot says:
Thanks to this post I ordered the book and just finished it this morning. Loved it! And while I think I would have enjoyed it any time, it was an especially great escape during these quarantimes. Highly recommended. Now off to check out the author’s previous books.
May 15, 2020 — 10:35 AM