And so it comes to pass that the year is nearly over, and I am left feeling a bit blurry and hazy on what happened, and what could possibly happen next.
Were 2018 to have an epitaph carved into its headstone, it would read:
2018-2018
THE YEAR THAT LASTED TEN YEARS.
REST IN PIECES, YOU WEIRD ASSHOLE.
I could get into a litany of profanity over world events, but I think it’s succinct enough to say: shit was real hinky in 2018, and 2019 probably isn’t looking any less hinky. That’s it. That’s all I’m gonna say about that, right now.
Personally and professionally, 2018 was a very, uh, curious year — generally speaking, I put out a handful of books every year, usually three or four, and I often write the same amount, too. This year? I only put out one book: The Raptor & The Wren. And I didn’t even write a book. I mean, okay, I did monster edits and rewrites on the very big book, Wanderers. I did edits on Vultures, the sixth and final Miriam Black book. And I wrote 80k on a new book, tentatively titled The Book of Accidents. I wrote a novella. I wrote a bunch of comic scripts, most of which you’ll never see —
*gives Marvel the side-eye*
That bit actually made quite a lot of news, which was bizarre.
And had a… movie made out of tweets between Sam Sykes and I?
I started a podcast about Thor: Ragnarok? With the inimitable Anthony Carboni?
I met Levar Burton?
See? 2018 was just fucking weird, man.
The good news is, I spent 2018 not actually feeling burnout — for the years prior, I’d been galloping parallel to the riptide current of total burnout, and though I never succumbed to it, it was pretty close. So, 2018 helped me reclaim some energy, and focus what energy I had on the books in front of me, which was good.
And that means 2019 sees those books come out.
Vultures, in January. (Preorder in print or eBook!)
And Wanderers, in July. (Preorder in print or eBook!)
Closing out Miriam’s story is satisfying and heartwrenching in equal measure — and though I have no idea if I did her story justice in the eyes of the audience, I feel happy with where I took that story. I’ve planned her story’s end for a while, and this is roughly always where it was going, and hopefully it feels earned. If it doesn’t… um, sorry? Can’t fix it now! *nervous laughter*
With Wanderers…
Yow, that’s a bigger, unrulier, much trickier book. I didn’t have a hard time with it, exactly — it came pouring out of me, as I’d been chewing on parts of the book and other disconnected ideas for years. It all connected suddenly, and out came this book — both an artifact of this time and also one that, ideally, separates us from The Now and still gives a story that is relevant no matter when you read it. The thing is, the book was so damn big. Kudos to Del Rey for letting me write the book as I needed to write it — and for letting me keep it that way, too. I’m excited for people to read it. I’m sitting on (/humblebrag) a number of unusually amazing blurbs, and I’m feeling really fortunate right now.
Hopefully I’ll bring Book of Accidents home in an equally satisfying way. It’s also a weird book? Squirrelly. Tricksy. A little more straight-up horror for me, kind of a ghost story that becomes something more than a ghost story, or something separate from one and… well, I don’t want to give much of it away. Just know that it’s a curious specimen. It is weird to be sitting at a point in my career where I can see, looking back, looking at the present, looking forward, how my writing has shifted into what might be considered a new phase? Both of output and process? And even career?
Shit, I dunno.
We shall see.
As to what else 2019 brings? No idea. I’ll travel a good deal for Wanderers, I hope. Maybe I’ll pop in your area, I dunno! OR EVEN YOUR HOUSE, LIKE AN EVIL SANTA CLAUS IN JULY. I’ll know more as the new year clicks into place.
I think that’s it for me.
More as I have it.
It’s nearly game over, 2018.
And 2019, we’re watching you. No sudden moves.
sporkdelis says:
Looked at the description of Wanderers and I’m now afraid to read it. Started writing a book about 10 years ago that is the same concept and based off of several dreams I had. Would be really disturbing if it was like the same thing but in a different part of the country.
December 26, 2018 — 12:32 PM
Nicole Pyles says:
I feel like 2018 was very weird for me too. I lost my day job in September, and about 3+ months later, I’m still unemployed *but not unhappy* and I’ve gotten into blogging and I’m writing more (I credit this to the lack of a day job). Politically and worldly, things have also been weird this year. I bet that 2019 will be that weird sibling of 2018, but weirder (like the type of sibling that jumps out of dark closets to scare you).
December 26, 2018 — 8:51 PM
terribleminds says:
Aw, man, I’m sorry. I do fear 2019 will be weirder, but hopefully in a better direction for you.
December 27, 2018 — 8:14 AM
Felix Long says:
Thank you for being our Sybil.
Our cross-dressing prophet of doom
2018 sucked bad
And 2019 is soon.
May the new year bring you mojo
Cunning and profit and joy
May your sword be vorpal
Most outlandish and beamish of boys.
December 26, 2018 — 11:49 PM
terribleminds says:
AND SAME UNTO YE
December 27, 2018 — 8:13 AM
R.L. Merrill says:
I have a few trips in July, so if you’re coming to the house, just keep me posted hahaha. Seriously, it’s interesting at this time of the year to look back and go “wow! I did that!” But for most of the year, I feel Like I’m not doing enough, I should be doing more, or, like the past two weeks, I just Can’t bring myself to open the computer! I wish You a not-sucky 2019!
December 27, 2018 — 11:32 AM
Dianna Gunn says:
I think you’re underselling 2018. It wasn’t the year that lasted 10 years, it was the year that felt 2,018 years long
December 27, 2018 — 4:17 PM
Suzanne Lucero says:
Finally read the synopsis of WANDERERS. Holy moly! Where the HELL did you get the balls to CHANGE THE ENTIRE WORLD ORDER? If I tried something like that, I’d end up forgetting some obvious consequence of an action or event that I’d written about, and that consequence would make anything I wrote about happening afterward impossible. And I’d be scornfully laughed off the exalted podium of believable dystopian authors.
In other words, I’m in awe of your ability to keep details straight.
And I’m starting to ramble.
So, all hail your superior brainpower and HAPPY 2019.
December 28, 2018 — 5:43 AM
Brenda Post says:
The experience of 2020 will remain with us for quite a long time to come. There will be no lack of summing up, reflecting, and examining what occurred and why. As of now, I leave the ruminating to students of history, as I venture into 2021 conveying with me an extended viewpoint.
February 4, 2021 — 12:56 PM