{"id":35061,"date":"2019-08-30T10:27:13","date_gmt":"2019-08-30T14:27:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/?p=35061"},"modified":"2022-01-09T19:30:21","modified_gmt":"2022-01-10T00:30:21","slug":"did-you-know-that-writing-books-is-hard","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/2019\/08\/30\/did-you-know-that-writing-books-is-hard\/","title":{"rendered":"Did You Know That Writing Books Is Hard?"},"content":{"rendered":"

“HEY, CHUCK, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?” you might ask me, out loud, in all caps for some reason. And I would say, “Well,\u00a0fellow human, human fellow<\/em>, I’ve been digging deep into the word mines, deeper than I’ve ever gone before, lost in the dark, following a rich and mysterious vein of\u00a0story ore<\/em> to its conclusion.” And you might say, still in all caps, “I DON’T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS,” and there I’d roll my eyes, and I’d sigh, and I’d answer more accurately, “I’ve been editing a really big book, and it was hard.”<\/p>\n

Because writing books, and editing books, and re-writing books, and re-re-writing books, is hard. It’s curious that I haven’t found it gets any easier. In fact, it’s maybe gotten harder? On the one hand, that makes me feel like a dipshit, because if writing is getting harder, it seems to suggest I’m somehow getting worse. But the reality, I suspect — and I hope — is that it’s because as I write more books, as I get older, I’m reaching out and writing bigger, sprawlier, stranger things. Things that are attempting to reckon with larger, crunchier ideas while still also ideally being first and foremost a damn entertaining read.<\/p>\n

The book in question is\u00a0The Book of Accidents<\/strong>, which as noted is a book I haven’t figured out how to talk about yet. (And reminder: you do need to learn how to talk about your book<\/a>, meaning, figuring out what the story is, and what the story\u00a0about\u00a0<\/em>the story is.) It’s about a family: a boy who can see other people’s pain, a mother whose artwork begins to come alive, and a father who has begun to see his own dead, abusive father in strange places. But that’s just the start of it. There’s a serial killer. And a bad friend. And cycles of abuse, and anxiety, and radicalization, and a demon in a coal mine, and — well, I don’t want to spoil too much.<\/p>\n

My edits on this book were somewhat profound. I don’t know that it’s the most work I’ve done editing a book — that might fall to\u00a0Under the Empyrean Sky\u00a0<\/strong>— but the first draft of this book definitely nailed the structure, while not the particulars. And so much of what I’d written — and what was\u00a0off<\/em> about what I’d written — was like well-marbled fat. I couldn’t just cut off a cancerous limb and be like THERE I FUCKING FIXED IT. I had to go in with tweezers and pluck and pull and layer in new threads of meat. I cut maybe a third of the draft and rewrote probably the same.<\/p>\n

I think it worked. I’m at least temporarily happy with it.<\/p>\n

And credit goes to my editor, Tricia Narwani, who is so very good at seeing what a story is trying to do while also identifying those places where it’s failing to earn that promise. (Give her all the awards. All of them. If she’s not nominated for a Hugo next year, I’ll kick and spit.)<\/p>\n

Whatever the case, with this book and with\u00a0Wanderers<\/strong>, it has been proven resoundingly that I don’t know what I’m doing, and I’m actually quite happy about that. It makes each book its own peculiar journey, and it also releases me from a certain kind of pressure. If I enter every book feeling like I need to have everything locked down, if it needs to be a well-trod path, it’ll be frustrating. There’s a level of performance anxiety there. But if every book is a portal into a whole new place with all new rules, I can be forgiven for having to stumble around blindly for a while.<\/p>\n

(It’s amazing the things to do inside our minds to make this process feel better, to absolve ourselves of certain stresses and sins. We do what we must because we can<\/em>, as GlaDOS said<\/a>. Also, but there’s no sense crying over every mistake, you just keep on trying till you run out of cake.<\/em>)<\/p>\n

So, that’s where I’ve been. Deep in the word mines. (Plus I had some other personal life things going on, from good to bad. I might talk more about those later, when we know more of what’s up.)<\/p>\n

I’ll be back on Monday to pop up some photos, talk Wanderers, and all that good stuff. And I might have a book sale, soon, too, as my comp copy pile is getting a little too goddamn heavy.<\/p>\n

Have a good weekend, frandos.<\/p>\n

Meanwhile:<\/p>\n

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