{"id":32656,"date":"2018-08-08T12:10:54","date_gmt":"2018-08-08T16:10:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/?p=32656"},"modified":"2022-01-08T21:56:20","modified_gmt":"2022-01-09T02:56:20","slug":"your-first-draft-does-not-require-your-faith-in-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/2018\/08\/08\/your-first-draft-does-not-require-your-faith-in-it\/","title":{"rendered":"Your First Draft Does Not Require Your Faith In It"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/RLeeAtwood\/status\/1027200846768033792\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">nice Twittery person asked me about low confidence during a writing day<\/a>, and if I had any words of encouragement, and I answered there, but I feel like it deserves a special call-out here, too:<\/p>\n<p>Your first draft does not require your faith in it.<\/p>\n<p>A lack of confidence is a bummer, but a lack of confidence in yourself or the work is so accursedly common that I&#8217;m not sure I&#8217;ve ever met a writer who didn&#8217;t grapple with it from time to time. And if I did, I think that person is probably a sociopath. Or Pierce Brown. Handsome devil, that Pierce Brown. Maybe the actual devil? I present to you the evidence:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/gistph.files.wordpress.com\/2017\/10\/22264496_10159664741950495_1502729356_n.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/gistph.files.wordpress.com\/2017\/10\/22264496_10159664741950495_1502729356_n.jpg?resize=700%2C698\" width=\"700\" height=\"698\" \/><\/a>More research may be required.<\/p>\n<p>Regardless, my point stands:<\/p>\n<p>The work doesn&#8217;t need your confidence.<\/p>\n<p>The work just needs the work.<\/p>\n<p>What I mean is, if you can manage, push through. Recognize that we all have those days where we don&#8217;t believe in the thing we&#8217;re writing, but all it takes is to persevere and continue the effort. Your faith in it is invisible and illusory &#8212; words on a page are not ensorcelled by how much you believe in it. It&#8217;s not a fragile little sprite, it doesn&#8217;t require your clapping to come to life. Now, the caveat here is sometimes you still have to take a break and walk away &#8212; and that&#8217;s okay, too. Don&#8217;t walk away too long, but a short,\u00a0<em>non-permanent<\/em> vacation from the work is super-cool, and sometimes essential. But then come back to it. Come back to the narrative and renew your effort.<\/p>\n<p>Listen, some days where I&#8217;ve had the highest level of faith in what I was writing? The work wasn&#8217;t worth the keystrokes required. Sometimes the best days of writing actually result in the crappiest yield of quality words. Sometimes the worst, hardest, <em>hardiest,\u00a0<\/em>most miserablest days make the best. Sometimes a bad day means bad words, and a good day means good words. You never know. All you can do, sometimes, is divorce the reality of\u00a0<em>words made<\/em> from the unreality of\u00a0<em>author feels<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>We are often the worst judges of our own work. Especially as we&#8217;re eyeballs deep in it. It&#8217;s like trying to figure out if you&#8217;re going to die while lost in the woods. You are or you aren&#8217;t; worrying about it isn&#8217;t gonna fix your problem. What <em>will<\/em> fix your problem is picking a direction and moving in it.<\/p>\n<p>Just like writing.<\/p>\n<p>Your first draft can be shit. That&#8217;s okay.<\/p>\n<p>You always, always have a second draft if you need it.<\/p>\n<p>And a third, a seventh, a seventh-seventh.<\/p>\n<p>Your faith is not the keystone.<\/p>\n<p>Your work, your thinking, your typey-typey writey-writey fingers?<\/p>\n<p><em>That<\/em> is what forms the backbone of the work.<\/p>\n<p>Now go write, willya?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">* * *<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/DAMN_FINE_STORY-700px.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"31199\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/2017\/07\/10\/macro-monday-has-a-book-cover-to-show-you-deer-reader\/damn_fine_story-700px\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/DAMN_FINE_STORY-700px.jpg?fit=700%2C1074&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"700,1074\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"DAMN_FINE_STORY-700px\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/DAMN_FINE_STORY-700px.jpg?fit=196%2C300&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/DAMN_FINE_STORY-700px.jpg?fit=667%2C1024&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-31199 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/07\/DAMN_FINE_STORY-700px.jpg?resize=450%2C690\" alt=\"\" width=\"450\" height=\"690\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>DAMN FINE STORY: Mastering the Tools of a Powerful Narrative<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>What do Luke Skywalker, John McClane, and a lonely dog on Ho&#8217;okipa Beach have in common? Simply put, <em>we care about them<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Great storytelling is making readers care about your characters, the choices they make, and what happens to them. It&#8217;s making your audience feel the tension and emotion of a situation right alongside your protagonist. And to tell a damn fine story, you need to understand why and how that caring happens.<\/p>\n<p>Whether you&#8217;re writing a novel, screenplay, video game, or comic, this funny and informative guide is chock-full of examples about the art and craft of storytelling&#8211;and how to write a damn fine story of your own.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/www.indiebound.org\/book\/9781440348389\">Indiebound<\/a><\/strong><\/span><strong>\u00a0\/\u00a0<\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.to\/2vf6hNJ\">Amazon<\/a><\/strong><\/span><strong>\u00a0\/\u00a0<\/strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.barnesandnoble.com\/w\/damn-fine-story-chuck-wendig\/1126583462\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><strong>B&amp;N<\/strong><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A nice Twittery person asked me about low confidence during a writing day, and if I had any words of encouragement, and I answered there, but I feel like it deserves a special call-out here, too: Your first draft does not require your faith in it. A lack of confidence is a bummer, but a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":32657,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-32656","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","6":"hentry","7":"category-theramble","9":"has-featured-image"},"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/pencils.jpg?fit=2048%2C1536&ssl=1","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pv7MR-8uI","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32656","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32656"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32656\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32663,"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32656\/revisions\/32663"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/32657"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32656"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32656"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32656"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}