{"id":23778,"date":"2014-06-24T06:24:03","date_gmt":"2014-06-24T10:24:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/?p=23778"},"modified":"2014-06-24T06:24:03","modified_gmt":"2014-06-24T10:24:03","slug":"kim-curran-five-things-i-learned-when-my-publisher-went-under","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/terribleminds.com\/ramble\/2014\/06\/24\/kim-curran-five-things-i-learned-when-my-publisher-went-under\/","title":{"rendered":"Kim Curran: Five Things I Learned When My Publisher Went Under"},"content":{"rendered":"

On Friday the news broke that Strange Chemistry, Angry Robot\u2019s sister imprint and my publisher, was shutting doors effectively immediately. Which meant that Delete, the last in my Shifter series of books wasn\u2019t going to be published in August as planned.<\/p>\n

As you can imagine I was gutted.<\/p>\n

I cried. A lot.<\/p>\n

I drank. A lot.<\/p>\n

I generally stomped around feeling angry and sorry for myself. But then, as the rum hangover started to clear, I realised that actually there were some important lessons to be learnt in all of this. And I will share those lessons with you, thusly:<\/p>\n

1) People are awesome<\/h2>\n

The outpouring of support* for everyone affected by the Strange Chemistry closure has blown me away. The publishing community is a family (complete with the drunken, grumpy uncle who mumbles sexist shit in the corner and everyone tries to ignore). Like all families, they bicker and fall out and want to kill each other a lot of the time. But when it comes to it, they rally together. The tweets, emails, texts and calls that came flooding in after the news broke was proof of just how amazing humans can be.<\/p>\n

2) It was a privilege to be published at all<\/h2>\n

While it felt like the ground had opened up underneath me because I wasn\u2019t going to be able to complete my series, I went home and looked at the two books that had already been published. And it made me realise how lucky I was that they existed at all. I\u2019d had the experience of seeing my books out there in the world, on bookshelves, being read by people. And that was pretty freaking awesome.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s so easy to lose sight of your goals once you\u2019ve achieved them because they become replaced by new goals. Once you get an agent all you care about is getting a deal. Once you get a deal all you care about is getting a bigger deal. Or awards. Or whatever. It\u2019s so rare to take the time to look at what you\u2019ve achieved and go \u2018well, bugger me, I did it.\u2019 And so whatever happens next, I\u2019m going to make sure I never forget to feel grateful for what has happened so far.<\/p>\n

3) You can fail at what you don\u2019t love<\/h2>\n

I\u2019ve worked in advertising for over 15 years so I\u2019ve seen business at its most ruthless. A few years back, I was working for an ad agency that went out of business overnight and 50 people were out of a job a month before Christmas. So there I was, with a new mortgage and no job wondering what the fuck I was going to do. What I did was go freelance and get a contract within twelve hours of the company going under. It taught me that no job is ever safe, so there\u2019s no point in clinging on to a job you don\u2019t love. It taught me to feel comfortable with risk and know that if there\u2019s a choice between taking a chance and standing still you should always take the chance. Because if you\u2019re going to fail, fail while daring greatly.<\/p>\n

4) Write for you<\/h2>\n

It\u2019s one of those old chestnuts that writers say a lot. Along with: where are my goddamn pants**? But it\u2019s true. Because there are no certainties in publishing. And if you write for an audience or a marketing niche or to a trend and it all goes to shit, what you\u2019ll be left with is a book that was written to a brief rather than one that was written from the heart. But if you write for you, no matter what happens, you\u2019ll have a book that you\u2019re proud of even if you\u2019re the only one who will ever read it.<\/p>\n

That\u2019s what I did with my book G<\/a><\/span>laze<\/span><\/a><\/strong>. It didn\u2019t find a traditional home, but it\u2019s is out in the world kicking butt, and I couldn\u2019t be prouder of it.<\/p>\n

5) People love a comeback story<\/h2>\n

In the three-act structure there\u2019s a plot point right before the final act called \u2018the reversal\u2019. It\u2019s when the protagonist appears to be closest to achieving their goals and it\u2019s all taken away. Like in Karate Kid when Danny LaRusso gets injured in the final and you supposed to think it\u2019s all over. But us viewers, we know what that means. It means they\u2019re going to come back even stronger than before. And everyone who\u2019s ever been knocked back needs to remember: It will all work out in the end. And if it hasn\u2019t worked out, it\u2019s not the end.<\/p>\n

So Mr Miyagi up, mutherfuckers, and go out there and start crane-kicking some ass.<\/p>\n

* The best way you can support any Strange Chemistry authors is by buying their books, or checking them out of libraries, and reviewing them. Also, keep an eye out for all the announcements (no doubt coming soon) on what they decide to do with the books that have been cancelled \u2013\u00a0and then buy them<\/strong><\/span><\/a>.<\/p>\n

**Which is an even more disturbing thing to hear if you live in the UK.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Kim Curran<\/a><\/strong><\/span> is the award-nominated author of books for young adults, including Shift, Control, Delete <\/em>and Glaze<\/em>. She studied Philosophy & Literature\u00a0at university with the plan of being paid big bucks to think deep thoughts. While that never quite worked out, she did land a job as a junior copywriter and has worked in advertising ever since.<\/p>\n

She is a mentor at the Ministry of Stories and for the WoMentoring Project. And lives in London with her husband and too many books.<\/p>\n

Kim’s newest is Glaze<\/strong>:<\/p>\n

PETRI QUINN is counting down the days till she can get on GLAZE. But when a protest turns into a riot, Petri is blamed and banned – from the only social network worth being a part of. Her life is over before it’s even started. Desperate to be a part of the hooked-up society, Petri finds an underground hacker group to set her up with a black-market chip. But it has a problem: it has no filter and no off switch. Petri can see everything happening on GLAZE, all the time. Including things she was never meant to see. As her life is plunged into danger, Petri is faced with a choice. Join GLAZE… or destroy it.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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Kim Curran: Website<\/span><\/a> | Twitter<\/span><\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

Glaze: \u00a0Amazon<\/span><\/a> | Amazon UK<\/span><\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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